Same stuff, different day

So...today I was prepared to run like I have never done before. Of all things what did I do? I forgot to take my inhaler before I started running. At 2 miles I began to get a little short of breath and finall had to stop shortly after that. I walked a little bit and then I got to about 2.40 miles andf I decided I was going to run my ass off until i got to 3 miles. The elliptical was pretty usual. Nothing amazing to report about that. I have been putting the inclince at 1% and then increasing the resistance and it has been kicking my ass. I had a sore tush once I was done with that segment of the elliptical.

In other news, I have been thinking about John more. I'm not too sure what I want to do with him. I really enjoy his company and I actually think he is someone I could make it work out with in the long run. I'm not too sure though if that is wise. Next May I will be graduating and I intend on doing my MA in Int'l Studies, which will require me to do an internship in China for a year. I'm not too sure how this would affect the situation. At this point I'm not willing to sacrifice any of my ambitions for anyone. That is too great of an opportunity for me to pass up and the benefits that i will reap from it are just amazing. I have also been thinking more about a career in the hotel industry and I don't know how that would work out. It will require me to do training over seas. I would be gone from the states for a total of a year and possibly being placed in a job position in a hotel that is not in the United States. This could be potentiall problematic for a relationship. I will just have to ride it out and see where it goes.

I think that is about it. I'm at work and I'm getting extremely bored with being here. I was starving, so at my lunch time i ran over to Del Taco and ate two spicy jack quesadillas and some fries. I felt so much better, but then felt guilty after. I didn't even feel full. I was extremely hungry, so i'm not sure what was going on with me. I will have to repent on the elliptical tomorrow haha.

That is about it....Joshua Aaron, out!